Not to Bad

deliberate or
delerious?
ignorance
or raging
unjust
can't get this smart head
together
crush under pressure
and what's with this weather?
Time after time
oh please
can we remind
me
how fragile and stupid
I am
over and over again
can I just pretend
I'm not in this skin
not deal what's within
that's
what
makes
you
crack
so now remind me
what's inside of thee
a scraping hold
onto precious reality
go through
this tunnel again
with my forever friend
it'll be worth it in the end
help me spread this hope like
blood,
life giving flood
emotions, seasons
all our different reasons
help me
not to be
numb