I'm Alone -- so alone
sitting at home
and realization kicks in:
families that don't want me
is there anyone who can't get enough of me?
A Selfish thought --But it comes not from Prideful Uprightness
but rather, insecure, incompleteness...
Oh this life:raging mediocraty
that threatens to take over everyones' souls
Trys to wiggle it's way in through the routine...
Reflection is what really hurts sometimes
and the thoughts that you had once thought were dealt with
hidden, not to grace a soul
except silently scrape away at your own
only to discover you're having trouble healing...and now...
So winter is on it's way, and I'm left wondering
warm now, but not for long
if it's really California dreaming we're heading too
embracing the material madness of a place called L.A.
running full stream into a world where everyone thinks their the star
Egos' and wanna be's, Blinding prosperity and
dimly hidden dispairity
And I just think, is this for real? Is this where we're headed
and when we get there, will we be swallowed alive, or spit up
safe on the other side?
1 comment:
hey sweet amy; i'm so sorry you felt so alone last night. i hope that somehow i can be the sister that can't get enough of you; but i know i don't have the time to prove that to you. but i really really want to see you and i'm just so thankful for you. and i know that if you go to LA with God's blessing, no amount of anything can separate you from His love or protection. love you.
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