Right Here

Why!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cry, in the misdst of unclean frustrations
tears rolling, thinking
why do you let us
fall, feel mistakes
travel through sickness
not knowing if there's hope on the other side
Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you let us waste our time
hanging onto dreams
not knowing if even anything will come of them
in the end, could all be lost
a giant tub of nothing
years spent searching
Why is there so much hurt
all this pain,
having to cry for others, who can't, or won't
why do you put people in our paths
who cannot be saved, lost from the start
and we feel so helpless, and nevertheless attacked
by their ignorance
I'm not angry
I just don't understand right now
and I can't see, tears blinding me
please, if you ever could speak to me....
I need to hear you
need to know where you are in all this...
and a small voice says,

i am right -- hear