What I hope my weekend is....

Nothing to grasp
Passion
DEAD
my heart
hurt
numb
playing dumb
to the insincerity
of a cold, calouse world
PLEASE
hurl me deep
into the arms
of a cold fresh ocean of grace
and wake me up
relight the fire
that burned once so bright
ready to fight
UNLESS
the seasons are changing
and I am banging
my heart
to the beat
of a different drum
let me know either way
because
I can't stay