Which do you listen too?

We 'plan' our lives, but God directs our steps.... and they dont even have to be in the same direction...
Life is always in transition, but sometimes more than others...right now everything is changing, everything is starting (has been) to shift, it's all unknown, but as we struggle to 'fix' ourselves, by thinking we don't have to be fixed, we are quietly worked on, for Good or Evil. An old friend once said "if you feed the black dog, he gets bigger".
I want to feed the other, and even though life hurts, is weird, unexplainable, changing, sometimes totally bizarre, we can never say, it's not full, and never deny that there's purpose behind every hurt, every mistake, every smile. Because, if we do...the black dog licks his chops