A Fresh Start

well, I did not think that I'd find myself writing on this blog again. But, it just goes to show that everyone needs a little privacy.
I find myself needing this space now, more than ever it seems, to write, what I know no one will see.

It's me
now in a foriegn land,
it amazes me how easy (or hard?) it can be to wear a mask of contentment,
a shell of this sort of 'fake' happyness, pretending that everything is o.k.
My situation, is now, just as I had feared, except now, there is no one to run too, no one to call, no one to share my fears and my frustrations,
so it shall be you
my little cyber white screen
as I type
I'll clear my thoughts
refocus upon God, and what else is important
and begin the day
again
as if a fresh start
was all I needed