I'm going through a season in my life where i feel like I don't know who I am anymore.
I feel like I thought I knew myself, knew what i wanted,
and I stand now, with all normalcy ripped out from under me...or so I feel ... and this is the deal.
----------------------------------------
Thought I was this wonderful thing
to find only dirt
only a skelleton of shadows
and too much make up
trying to makeup for everything
that is empty in my soul
what a joke
sick pathetic little thing
running in circles
pay attention to me
I'm not the one that matters
feel like
if I don't DO something that matters
soon
it will all be for lost
for nothing
for my heart beating
will be a waste of space
communal decay
everyday I'm dying
inside
---------------------------------------------------