This life is a balance,
seems a constant
good vs. my hurts,
world evil, flying devils
and warrior angels
And always there's a pause
a calm
before a storm
of emotion,
anger and pride,
wanting just for ONCE
for things to be calm
serene
my way, just today
"Make it go away"
I don't understand
people's hearts/hurts/pain
and I want to so much, just be a comfort to some
but -- ofcourse -- Hey --- don't know HOW
I can't break through that impenatrable cycle
so I'm left ANGRY
alone, typing frantically
while my brain races unreversably
wanting just to run outside
into the sea of white
fall face up into a cushion of soft
and stare up at nothing
hoping
that through it all
He's still with me
1 comment:
snow has such a powerful effect on us hey? maybe it's the purity it represents... we're longing to be embraced by it. i pray you'll know God's closeness today. em.
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