This grey
this day, the way
I feel
inside
I try
hard not to steal

my peace away
this peace today

breathe deep
this calm
it's sick
this tick
he just can't help
the pain of it

and the rain in my heart pounds
thick tears coming down
how long
to smother this anger song

will this go on forever
seems like recovery is never
everytime, it burns
just a little more
pierces my the hard in my heart
just a little bit more

so how can I keep it soft inside
these scarred up wounds I try to hide
they chase after me
dark alley every time

how I'd like to slam the door
grab the poison
and spill to the floor
will these dreams keep coming
if we keep having more